Is it a dream or is Memorex?
Mood:  chillin'
I have been slacking again on writing my dreams down so here is a few from the last few nights.

Two nights ago, few days after full moon, so its waning. I was in this house and my girl friend was over with her kids (she is like mother hubbard and has like 6 kids but I swear in the dream there was way more of them) It seemed like my town but it sort of looked like an older house and I went to this closet in the back of the house that instead of going in, it went down sort of just like a box hole in the floor and the guy was sitting in this hole like room thing. I felt like he killed someone and I asked him and he said he did. I said well if you did then I have to call the police! he didn't say anything and he didn't move either, so I went out and told my friend she had to get the kids out of the house and I tried calling 911. I kept getting an answering machine on 911 and so I decided to call the police directly. I called them and they came. I told them "I don't know if there is really a guy in that hole who killed someone or if I am dreaming but can you go see??" and I kept repeating "I dont know if I am awake or dreaming! or if it is real or a dream!" then they went to check to see if there was a guy in the hole and there was.

Woke up.


The dream last night was just about some people I know but I can't remember very much about the dream except my friends ex husband was in it and they were in court and her sister in law was there. Her ex husband had grey hair but he doesn't have grey hair in real life.

One boy a drowning
Mood:  not sure
Topic: I hear Dead People
Before I could go to sleep last night, everytime I went to shut my eyes I would see this young man's face, maybe he was about 18-25, he looked like he was underwater, something was in his hair like seaweed or something, he had shoulder length dark hair he was underwater, I got the impression he drowned or something, he looked sort of blue..
Everytime I opened my eyes, he disappeared, everytime I shut my eyes he was there, it scared me, I couldn't sleep and then finally I guess I did fall asleep..

telepathic dreams?
I had a dream last week I wanted to share, I don't know if it was a warning dream or if I was just picking up on one of my friends troubles, in either case it was a psi type dream.

I dreamt I was riding with a friend in her van and her van quit running, she opened the door and popped the hood and said it was her battery and she started messing with it. I was sitting in the front seat and the whole floor filled up with water. She got the car running but I was telling her there was water all over the floor.
I woke up.

The next day I called her because I was afraid it might have been a warning for her to get her van checked out. She said "My van IS BROKE DOWN right now, the battery is dead and the radiator is leaking."

things to make you go hmm..

Pocket Puppies and ex husbands delivering newspapers
Mood:  a-ok
Topic: Regular Dreams
Ok, I know I have been slacking on posting stuff! I am blaming it on my stupidity for switching from DSL back to dial up and my intolerance and impatience with the new slowness that I incurred with that stupid decision. Tomorrow I am gettin cable internet so thank the devils for small miracles!

Last weekend I took a trip down to Kentucky and I met a new guy about a month back who I saw again. Unfortunately I also had a bad dream about him and it goes as follows:
He was standing in front of me about 12 feet I guess, he was just standing there and reaching into his pocket. He started pulling something out, and I saw a puppies head, but then the head came off and as he pulled the rest of the puppy out of his pocket it came apart by the limbs. It was bleeding, it was disgusting. He had no expression on his face and I just kept staring at it in disbelief.

Second dream was there was newspapers gathering outside my door (In real life I had asked the neighbor man to collect my papers so that it would look like I was at home), in the dream there was about 2 weeks worth of newspapers and my ex husband was throwing them into my apartment...

Ok the funny think about this dream was I haven't heard from my ex husband for about a month and the last time I talked to him, was also near the time I took a trip. I know he isn't spying on me because he is currently under govt supervision (jail) and has no way to do that unless he has friends doing it which I doubt, but anyway, he calls on Sunday and is suprised that I said I dreamt about him the night before because he had been thinking about me and my last trip (which may have accounted for all the newspapers in the dream:) The weirdness doesn't stop there however. I went to bed later and my room looked like part of it had been shuffled through, no one else has a key and nothing looked suspicious. It's not the first time that has happened and I usually blame my friendly ghost. Well I went to bed and right next to my pillow was a playing card. Strange I thought, it was neatly sitting next to my pillow like someone had placed it there. I thought I had thrown all of those cards away the week before?? I turned the card over and it was the 'Knight of Hearts'. I used to read fortunes with regular playing cards and tarot cards and sometimes I would read my own fortune but never told anyone who my cards represented, but I will tell you right now..the "Knight of Hearts" always represented my ex husband when I read for myself and he is the one who called...so how did that card get in my bed next to my pillow???? Even if someone did come in the house, no one could've ever known what that card personally meant to me????

Still going 'huh?'

Coincidences
Topic: Synchronicities

Ok, I found the following on a web page and have also read some of
these in a book a few years back when I was reading alot of
coincidences, but I after reading these I wanted to add my own from
my own family which isn't as big as some of the below but has left
some of us in the family scratching our heads a little. My brother
was killed when he went across a railroad crossing in a nearby town
in his car about 14 years ago. A few years ago my father and I were
researching our family history and my father was working on my great
grandfather. He came over to my house and he said "You are never
going to believe what I found out" , he sat me down and told me
that , my great grandfather was killed one block away from where my
brother was killed......he was hit by a train..and my brothers car
was pushed almost to the same place where my great grandfather was
said to have been hit..

family curse?

ok..heres the ones from the webpage:


ABOUT FACTS NET



Strange




Coincidence

The Merriam-Webster online dictionary defines coincidence the
following way:
1 : the act or condition of coinciding : CORRESPONDENCE
2 : the occurrence of events that happen at the same time by accident
but seem to have some connection; also : any of these occurrences

Coincidence is a strange thing indeed. Sometimes things are so
coincidental that it seems uncanny. Other times explanations of
coincidence are carried out to such an extreme it seems that someone
is trying to force you to think that something that was not a
coincidence was coincidental In an article in the Skeptical Inquirer
magazine called 'Coincidences:Remarkable or Random?' by Bruce Martin,
Mr. Martin states that we tend to overlook the many improbable events
that occur to other people.

Lets look at some coincidences.

The attack of 9/11 finds the number 11 in many places. The first
plane to hit the towers was American Airlines flight 11. 911 is the
police emergency telephone number. The call letter for the flight
were AA11. Since A is the first letter of the alphabet A-1, so
AA11=11 11. The flight had 11 crew members. New York City has 11
letters. Manhattan was discovered on September 11. The two World
Trade Towers look like the number 11. The death toll was 2801,
2+8+0+1=11. We find the number 11 in many more places like the length
of Saudi Arabia, George W. Bush, Afghanistan. There are at least
fifty other instances which I haven't mentioned where one might try
and make a case for the number 11 appearing.

A person could argue that everything that happens to one during his
lifetime is a coincidence. Meeting one's husband or wife for the
first time means that you were at the same place at the same time or
you wouldn't have met. I called these ordinary coincidences, they are
the type of coincidences that happen to all of us. If you didn't
apply for a certain job at a certain time you may never have got it
so here we have another ordinary coincidence. If you didn't live in a
certain area at a certain time you may never have met your best
friend. I think you can see from these examples what I mean by
ordinary coincidences. But it the odd coincidences that are hard to
explain, especially those coincidences that require many unusual
things to happen that cause these odd coincidences. I saw this quote
the other day, "Coincidence is God's way of remaining anonymous".



US Navy memo reporting sinking of the Titanic
Photo Source: US Navy

In 1892 William T. Steed published a book about a cruise ship that
hit an iceberg and sank. In 1912 he was a passenger on the Titanic
and went down with the ship. The Titanic itself was full of
coincidences. A woman, Mrs. Marshall on seeing the Titanic got a
terrible premonition and grabbing her husband's arm screamed that the
ship was going to sink. No one listened and unfortunately her mother
had booked passage on the Titanic and she didn't know it. So far
about 20 people have been discovered who didn't board the Titanic
because they felt something terrible was going to happen. When the
Titanic sank it had been carrying many cursed Egyptian artifacts and
mummies.

In 1939 a ship was in the general area of where the Titanic sunk, the
ships name was the Titanian. A helmsman had a terrible premonition
and stopped the ship which then hit an iceberg, damaging the ship but
not sinking it because of the reduced speed.

I remember a coincidence that happened to a fellow worker. He took
his wife on a vacation to Indonesia and went to the island Java. On
Java he decided to get a drink so he and his wife went into one of
the bars on the island. They sat down and ordered a drink then they
noticed something they couldn't believe, in the bar was someone he
worked with.

President Lincoln had a dream that he was going to be assassinated
Three days later at the Ford Theater he was shot and killed by John
Wilkes Booth

There is a story about a man who was killed on a moped in Bermuda. He
had been struck by a taxi. His brother was killed a year later in the
same place. He was ridding the same moped. He was hit by the same
taxi, driven by the same driver and the passenger was the same
passenger that was in the taxi when his brother was killed.



Picture Source: Lincoln Papers US Government
The Lincoln Kennedy coincidences:

Lincoln was elected as President in 1850
Kennedy was elected as President in 1960
Lincoln was elected to Congress in 1846
Kennedy was elected to Congress in 1946
Both Lincoln and Kennedy were shot in the head
Both Lincoln and Kennedy died on Friday
Lincoln had a secretary named Kennedy
Kennedy had a secretary named Lincoln
Both Lincoln and Kennedy had seven letters in their names
Both Lincoln and Kennedy were succeeded by southerners
Both of the successors were named Johnson
Andrew Johnson who succeeded Lincoln was born in 1808
Lyndon Johnson who succeeded Kennedy was born in 1908.
Lincoln was shot in a theatre built by Ford
Kennedy was shot in a car built by Ford
Both assassins had three word names, Lee Harvey Oswald and John
Wilkes Booth
Both assassins had fifteen letters in their names
Neither assassin made it to trial


The funny thing about coincidences is that if you look hard enough
you are sure to find some and not everyone will agree on what is a
coincidence or not. If one person is born in 1909 and does something
and another is born in 2009 and does something, is that ever a
coincidence? If you look at the above coincidences you may not agree
that they are all coincidences and who could blame you? But it doe
make interesting reading, doesn't it?

Old dream I have been thinking alot of lately
Topic: False Awakenings
Started going to sleep- pictures, strange pictures , faces kept flashing
through my head, then I started hearing an electronic sounding voice saying "Can

you understand me?" , it said it over and over and scared the hell out of me, I
was thinking about bringing myself out of it, but decided to calm down and
not be afraid. This went on for awhile and then I started feeling the
electrical surges going through my body. It kept running up my back and it
hurt
really really bad- I kept getting scared and kept telling myself that the voice
was
just a hallucination and that it was ok, to not be afraid so I kept trying to
just deal with the pain of that electrical surging going through my chakra or
whatever it was doing, and not be afraid of that electronic sounding voice I
kept hearing. I felt myself shortly afterward rise out of my body and go
through the ceiling I was flying and noticed that to stay in the air I had to
breathe shallow or hold my breath, when I deep breathed I'd go down towards the
ground, but if I breathed very shallow or held my breath I would fly upward. I
ended up at this place, it was some sort of gov't building I thought, I
landed on this entrance thing that looked somewhat like the Pi symbol, and this
lady was taking a bunch of people through the door. She saw me but didn't think

anything of it, at least I think she saw me, my legs were hanging down in
front of her face when she walked in. I got down and went through the door.
There were a bunch of people sitting on these rock slabs or something (I think
this place was a cave) the rock slabs were surrounded by this water, it kind of

looked like river water, it was kind of muddy looking. A bunch of people and
I sat on one of the slabs and watched that lady bring people in, they would
walk around on this sidewalk and go through a door. I asked where they were
going and someone told me they were from the future. I decided to go fly some
more, I wanted to see what was at this other door, I knew it led to the
outside, so I flew out there and omg, there were these beautiful trees, I have
never
in my life seen such enchanting trees and they were everywhere, surrounded by
water, I swooped down and breathed a little too deep and ended up splashing
down in the muddy water, then I saw this lady. This lady had a blue face I
think, I think she had wings too, all I can clearly remember she had dark hair
and a beautiful face which was blue tinted I think, she was flying with me and I

asked her if she would come show herself to the others on the slab because
they would love to meet another 'flyer', and I think she was some kind of
goddess or something, she agreed, and we flew back into the cave. We went up to
the
people and I asked this guy "Where are we?" He said "duh in the cave", I
said "No, what state are we in? town and state?" he said something that sounded

like Emaline, Escaline, something that started with an E and ended with ine,
but I can't remember right, and he said "Texas". I said Texas??? I was trying
to go to Illinois to see my boyfriend, how did I end up in Texas???? Then
they told me the blue lady's name which I can't remember (maybe that is the
E+ine name), then I asked this lady if she ever saw those beautiful trees
outside? She said no, and the blue lady and I held her hand and flew her out
the
window. I woke up from this dream into a false awakening, I thought I was
awake and my son came in the room wanting to sleep in my bed because he was
scared, I couldn't talk, I was in paralysis, then realized I was in a false
awakening, and reawoke into another false awakening, this happened about 4 times
in a
row, then I actually woke up, my son came in the room, scared and wanting to
sleep with me, for real that time.

my baby's daddy again
Mood:  hug me
Now Playing: waxing somewhere near a quarter
Topic: Regular Dreams
I don't remember a whole lot. first off, the other night I dreamt about my sons' father who I haven't seen for 6 months, and yesterday he showed up here at the apartments, which was a good thing cuz I worry about him so much and just wish he would come home to us and try to make our little family work somehow. Last night I dreamt he crawled in my bed and rolled up in a little ball, it was a weird dream and so extremely real seeming. He laid next to me but I was afraid to touch him, it was just a weird dream..

button button whose got the button and other freaky doctor experiments
Mood:  caffeinated
Now Playing: new moon i think possibly waxing a hair? I haven't checked..
Topic: Synchronicities
a weird synch for the day..I was thinking about a surgery I have been trying to get scheduled and I called several weeks ago to do it, well, I thought today it is odd that they haven't called me yet! So I dialed the doctors office and she says "Wow that is so weird! I have your file in front of me and I have been working on it all day, I was just going to call you in a few hours! It is so weird that you called!!"..

Lots of mattresses
Mood:  smelly
Topic: Regular Dreams
The only lame dream I remembered last night was I kept getting new mattresses and moving beds around. I live in an apartment but sometimes I dream I am living in this huge house and both my boys were home but they were arguing over what bed to sleep in, and I kept moving their mattresses. I gave my youngest son like 4 mattresses and the 2 top ones weren't as big as the 2 bottom ones, then we kept moving beds around..

XXX dream and the grocery store nightmare
Mood:  lazy
Now Playing: New moon
We just got home from the lake and just got done eating this small cup of what they call a Topsie Turvy at the local mom and pop small town ice cream stand. I always have them special made with chocolate ice cream and chocolate syrup and then they put in bananas and nuts, etc. there goes my Atkins diet...again! That's ok though cuz I nearly killed myself this morning doing those stupid chicometrics and Tae bo cardio (If you are into working out that Tae Bo Cardio DVD is murder...at least for me!...bring on the Jeff Costa Strip Tease Cardio workout, it is so much more fun..and hilarious..it is so funny I can barely workout because I am laughing so hard! But then again, I do not sweat, and isn't that the point of Cardio?) Anyway...

The dreams...

The first one I was in this grocery store and I went into the fast lane. I don't know why but I stood at the counter for a very long time looking at this cleaner stuff and people kept lining up behind me but I was so absorbed with looking for this cleaner on the shelf at the counter that I just didn't put my stuff on the belt and so people kept lining up behind me. Finally this girl got annoyed and started putting my stuff on the belt for me, but then she also put the guys stuff behind me with my stuff and it got all mixed up and the dream ended with us sorting our stuff out.

The XXX dream..ok I was with my old boyfriend only he was outside here in the real world. We were with some other guy and I had just went to bed with another guy or something, and then we went to this place and my old boyfriend took me into this little room. We started having sex and it was extremely real only I was trying to stop because I wanted us to get off together and he wasn't close yet, so I stopped and slowed down and then started again. Only then he got off and didn't wait for me (getting off together is kind of hard, it takes great communication and perfect timing), but he didn't wait for me and then he stopped and completely disappeared! I don't know why but everytime I have sex with him in dreams he disappears after he gets off, which makes me wonder if it is astral sex and not just dreams because I always heard that men do that in astral sex. anyway, he disappeared and then I was worried I was pregnant and then I was worried that I would be pregnant and not know who the father was. The dream ended where I was crossing this bridge over a swamp..and him and a few others were in a house over the bridge..