Deja Vu..Deja Who
The last few weeks I have been getting a weird kind of deja vu, maybe
some body can come up with some ideas why this might be happening.
Several times I have gotten up to go to the kitchen and I feel like I
am walking to the kitchen in my old apartment, like I am getting flashes of my old house while walking to my kitchen and I actually feel iike I am walking in my old house. It is hard to
explain, it's like I feel like I am in my old apartment walking to
the kitchen and it is kind of creepy and a very strange feeling. I
don't understand what would maybe cause that.

spiders and turtles
Ok my dreams are getting bizarre, even for me lol. I dreamt the other night that first I saw this lady I used to know when I was with my ex husband, we weren't really friends or anything but her name was Karen and in real life, her ex husband has went to prison and one of her sons died in a freak type way, in the dream she was in the dream but her other sons name in the dream was Matt and that is not her sons name. (The only thing i can think of there is my ex boyfriends name is Matt and his stepmothers name is Karen) I can't remember what she said but then I was driving down this road and I drove past this pond that had two turtles talking in a small boat, they smiled and waved as I drove by (?????????????? how BIZARRE?) then I drove by this big beautiful old house and then further down the road the road got extremely narrow, like smaller than one lane and it turned into a dirt path and I was gunning it in my car so I wouldn't get stuck and I made it through the narrow part but then I passed this big truck and when he got to the narrow part he turned around. I thought "I wonder why he would turn around, I made it through there ok" so I decided to go back, I turned my car around and tried to go back the way I came and the narrow dirt path was pure mud. I knew I couldn't get back that way so I turned around again and went down the street and ended up in a town near where my mom lives.
ok end of that dream.

Last nights dream was a little weird too because I dreamt that I was in this big house and there was this HUGE spider. At first I saw his shadow and I thought , well I need to get him out of the house. (I don't ever kill spiders) This spider was huge, like a human and I took this thing and bonked him and it made him little so I was able to carry him outside. But I couldn't make him big again so I built him a little house to live in outside. Pretty soon, his mate came along and she was huge also but I didn't catch her, I just kept seeing her shadow on the wall so I knew she was there.

premonition dreams
Mood:  a-ok
Now Playing: probably close to waning new moon
Topic: Psychic stuff
Last week I had a premonition dream, I dreamt that I was using a new coffee pot and then I dreamt about the numbers 720, I think, it was 720 or 620, it was like someone was showing me their birthday? Two days later my coffee pot broke for real *grr* soooo the first thing I did was go buy some lottery tickets and then..a new coffee pot, lol:) I figured hey, if the coffee pot part was a premonition then maybe the numbers will hit, hey ya never know!

Last night I dreamt that I was using a scoop in the new coffee pot, what a weird dream right? I usually use a spoon to measure out coffee. Well, I hadn't used the coffee pot yet and when I opened up the lid to pour the water in I noticed they had a ...yep you guessed it..a scoop in there. lol....
Last night I also dreamt that I had a black cat...wonder what that means?

a birthday
I dreamt the numbers 7 20 or 6 20, like June or like July 20. someoneone was showing me something like a piece of paper with their birthdate I think.

The school of thought and car accidents
I dreamt I was at this school, it had big round white tables and we were all sitting around talking. About 6 feet away my friend Terry was sitting at a picnic table. He kept looking at his watch and I was sitting with my boyfriend and I went over and asked him how he was doing. He said his son was late, about 15 minutes late. I went to the bathroom and came back out and we all left the building. We were walking down this road and there was a crossroad. Down the other road there had been an accident and I went to look to see what happened. It was Terry's wife and son in a car accident. His wife looked alright but his son was hurt and he lifted him up and carried him up these stairs to this platform that was sort of up in the trees.

Some sort of bizarre am I out there place
Mood:  caffeinated
Things have been going good and my dreams are going ok but just bizarre as usual and I'm forgetting to write them down (as usual), lets see..

One last week I dreamt I was on this road near my house about 3 miles down the street. I've dreamt about this place before, it is like a big apartment building and I always get this creepy feeling in the dream when i am inside of it. This time it gave me a feeling of that back to the future movie where the professor is inventing stuff. There was this invention that was like a big thing full of tubes and stuff and it had this thick white liquid pumping through it, it looked gross and the stuff was getting on the floor so I got this cut off gallon jug and put it under the machine so it wouldn't get on the floor. think it was a store also, strange dream but I know I have dreamt about this place before. One strange coincidence about this dream is last time I dreamt about this road I also dreamt about a friend of mine, so I contacted him . This time I dreamt about the same road as that dream and he contacted me the next day so I think somehow this place is our connection point for psychic communication or something, hell I don't know!

Second dream was just even weirder. I dreamt I was at this church and cemetery down town. I dreamt the cemetery was haunted and I think the house was haunted too and my bad self decided to sleep with the preacher. Now why would I want to send myself straight to hell by sleeping with the preacher? The only thing I can think of is it was an innocent sleeping with the preacher and not the 'my mind is in the gutter type' and for some reason I wanted to be 'one with my holy or higher self' perhaps to fight off whatever was lurking in the shadows at that place. One thing interesting about that is I have recently been visiting a few supposedly haunted places and perhaps it was my subconscious saying I needed to say prayers or ask for help in some ways from a higher source...what say?

Is it a dream or is Memorex?
Mood:  chillin'
I have been slacking again on writing my dreams down so here is a few from the last few nights.

Two nights ago, few days after full moon, so its waning. I was in this house and my girl friend was over with her kids (she is like mother hubbard and has like 6 kids but I swear in the dream there was way more of them) It seemed like my town but it sort of looked like an older house and I went to this closet in the back of the house that instead of going in, it went down sort of just like a box hole in the floor and the guy was sitting in this hole like room thing. I felt like he killed someone and I asked him and he said he did. I said well if you did then I have to call the police! he didn't say anything and he didn't move either, so I went out and told my friend she had to get the kids out of the house and I tried calling 911. I kept getting an answering machine on 911 and so I decided to call the police directly. I called them and they came. I told them "I don't know if there is really a guy in that hole who killed someone or if I am dreaming but can you go see??" and I kept repeating "I dont know if I am awake or dreaming! or if it is real or a dream!" then they went to check to see if there was a guy in the hole and there was.

Woke up.


The dream last night was just about some people I know but I can't remember very much about the dream except my friends ex husband was in it and they were in court and her sister in law was there. Her ex husband had grey hair but he doesn't have grey hair in real life.

One boy a drowning
Mood:  not sure
Topic: I hear Dead People
Before I could go to sleep last night, everytime I went to shut my eyes I would see this young man's face, maybe he was about 18-25, he looked like he was underwater, something was in his hair like seaweed or something, he had shoulder length dark hair he was underwater, I got the impression he drowned or something, he looked sort of blue..
Everytime I opened my eyes, he disappeared, everytime I shut my eyes he was there, it scared me, I couldn't sleep and then finally I guess I did fall asleep..

telepathic dreams?
I had a dream last week I wanted to share, I don't know if it was a warning dream or if I was just picking up on one of my friends troubles, in either case it was a psi type dream.

I dreamt I was riding with a friend in her van and her van quit running, she opened the door and popped the hood and said it was her battery and she started messing with it. I was sitting in the front seat and the whole floor filled up with water. She got the car running but I was telling her there was water all over the floor.
I woke up.

The next day I called her because I was afraid it might have been a warning for her to get her van checked out. She said "My van IS BROKE DOWN right now, the battery is dead and the radiator is leaking."

things to make you go hmm..

Pocket Puppies and ex husbands delivering newspapers
Mood:  a-ok
Topic: Regular Dreams
Ok, I know I have been slacking on posting stuff! I am blaming it on my stupidity for switching from DSL back to dial up and my intolerance and impatience with the new slowness that I incurred with that stupid decision. Tomorrow I am gettin cable internet so thank the devils for small miracles!

Last weekend I took a trip down to Kentucky and I met a new guy about a month back who I saw again. Unfortunately I also had a bad dream about him and it goes as follows:
He was standing in front of me about 12 feet I guess, he was just standing there and reaching into his pocket. He started pulling something out, and I saw a puppies head, but then the head came off and as he pulled the rest of the puppy out of his pocket it came apart by the limbs. It was bleeding, it was disgusting. He had no expression on his face and I just kept staring at it in disbelief.

Second dream was there was newspapers gathering outside my door (In real life I had asked the neighbor man to collect my papers so that it would look like I was at home), in the dream there was about 2 weeks worth of newspapers and my ex husband was throwing them into my apartment...

Ok the funny think about this dream was I haven't heard from my ex husband for about a month and the last time I talked to him, was also near the time I took a trip. I know he isn't spying on me because he is currently under govt supervision (jail) and has no way to do that unless he has friends doing it which I doubt, but anyway, he calls on Sunday and is suprised that I said I dreamt about him the night before because he had been thinking about me and my last trip (which may have accounted for all the newspapers in the dream:) The weirdness doesn't stop there however. I went to bed later and my room looked like part of it had been shuffled through, no one else has a key and nothing looked suspicious. It's not the first time that has happened and I usually blame my friendly ghost. Well I went to bed and right next to my pillow was a playing card. Strange I thought, it was neatly sitting next to my pillow like someone had placed it there. I thought I had thrown all of those cards away the week before?? I turned the card over and it was the 'Knight of Hearts'. I used to read fortunes with regular playing cards and tarot cards and sometimes I would read my own fortune but never told anyone who my cards represented, but I will tell you right now..the "Knight of Hearts" always represented my ex husband when I read for myself and he is the one who called...so how did that card get in my bed next to my pillow???? Even if someone did come in the house, no one could've ever known what that card personally meant to me????

Still going 'huh?'