Mood: lazy
Now Playing: moon waxing 43.8 percent of full
Topic: Precognitive Dreams
I should post this under Mothman cuz I am still kinda thinking those weird other dimensional beings are playing games with us humans again. You ever watch Dark City? Where they keep rearranging everything, they freeze everybody and then switch them around and then observe, yeah..that's what I'm talking about. Ok, it's alittle out there but fuck it, who knows what goes on in this Land of Oz or whatever we live in. Ok so the report for the day...here is the dream:
penny dream
today the girl I work I dreamt about brought in a penny that she found on her floor and yep it was like ate away and was only a little more than half a penny. that screwed with me all day, I don't think I've ever seen a half penny like that and right after that stupid murder dream even. so what the hell does that mean? I keep thinking ok, don't panic, it's probably that I was just seeing her finding that penny before it happened and it actually doesn't mean anything except that I seen it before it actually happened and that does actually happen alot to me in dreams so it wouldn't be that unordinary I guess. Alot of times I will see flat tires in dreams and then the next day will see people with flats along the road or whatever and it doesn't really pertain too much to me, it's just that I saw it ahead of time, so time travel must definitely be possible in dream states. I believe in forerunners, where we run through the future in our dreams to check for things or see how it goes, etc, so it's possible while my forerunner is out it is getting things mangled up in dreamstates and ok ..I'm getting out there a little...ok alot. The other day I was thinking about this one guy I know and he wrote that same day even though I hadn't heard from him for a month or so, and then yesterday I kept expecting to get a letter from my sons father and then he tried to call last night. But my thoughts on that are that we are in some sort of pattern and I subconsciously 'know' the pattern and know when to expect him to write or call supposedly 'out of the blue' although to get it accurate to the day- I dont know about that. It's been happening alot lately, and I am fine with it and getting used to it and not tripping out on it like I used to so much as far as thinking I should be able to control it so I can stop the bad stuff I see I think that I am starting to understand whether it is good or bad, i can't control it really, I am just an observer I guess, that takes away alot of guilt over not being able to control it. Ok, I guess I've rambled on enough here so I am going to stop and maybe will have some dreams to post tomorrow. I did dream last night about my friends cousin, he was just standing in the dream and that is all I remember.
Posted by Tracy
at 8:23 PM EST
Updated: Tuesday, 15 March 2005 8:28 PM EST