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Topic: Regular Dreams
Had a strange dream the other night. I dreamt I was in my old house, the haunted one where the upstairs caught on fire. I dreamt that I lived there again and there was this little baby girl who was maybe almost 2 there. I picked her up and held her and wondered where she came from and somehow I knew that she was a ghost, not a real child, but one that had died and was a ghost. But she was so real, and I rocked her and held her really close and then Jeff walked in. I asked him, what should we do? This is a ghost but she acts so real, we can't leave her here when we go to work should we get a sitter for her? but that seemed so odd because she was a ghost, we couldn't decide what to do. Jeff was working on something and I found an old newspaper that told the birthyear of the child and I saw her parents in the article but they were blurry and I kept trying to figure out who they were so I could tell them that their daughter was here with me and she seemed amazingly alive and solid for a ghost! The birth year was 1995. I left the dream rocking the child in my arms. When I woke up , I realized it must have been the baby I lost in 1994 that triggered the dream, it would have been Jeff's baby and if carried full term it would have been born in 1995. Old issues I guess..
Last night I kept dreaming I was on the computer and every time I tried to go to a webpage I ended up on the same webpage with a bunch of african people I think, that one country springs to mind, Zimbabwa or something like that??? I would try to switch to another page and it would go straight to that page and the people were dancing in the street or doing something in the street. I don't know, that one is hard to remember...it seemed more like violence and rioting or something the people seemed angry somehow...probably something I picked up subconsciously off the radio news at work or something or something that triggered it?
Posted by Tracy
at 10:54 PM EST
Updated: Tuesday, 22 March 2005 10:58 PM EST