who the hell is Elton Walton? Elden Walden? 911...and 11:11
Fucken dreams.  Perplexing and so vivid.  Last night I dreamt I was standing behind my daughter , I think she was my daughter in the dream (I don't have one in real life) and she was on the computer and she was talking to this person online.   I told her that we needed to check him out, make sure he wasn't a weirdo so she told me his name was Elton Walton?  I think that is what she said, that is what it sounded like ..Elton or Eldon..Walton or Walden, something like that.  He was on a web cam and he told me he lived in Maine.   I can't remember the town.  Strange to get a whole name like that...Elden Walden?  hmmmmmm, the girl told me "You can find him in a search if you type in L Walton (or Walden, Waldon?) , then I woke up....very strange.

Ok, so the 911, that number keeps popping up, in real life, in dreams, and then last night I was laying in bed and my phone vibrates and lights up-noone has called- my phone just decides to be weird at exactly....are you ready?  1:19 am (911 backwards if you didnt notice)  , I keep seeing 11:11 too, I am hoping that it doesn't mean anything bad but 911 to keep coincidently repeating sure doesnt seem like it could be could be good?

Red car, grey car, what car?
Topic: Telepathy

Monday morning I had a dream that me and my ex husband was at our old house at the lake.  There was a red car, an old grey car, and my car.  I got in the old grey car and was telling him I really really like this car!!!  I woke up

 I don't know why but I thought the next day, I'm gonna text him and ask him if he was looking at cars yesterday!  so I did.  And he was looking at old grey car the day before when he was out on pass for work release.  He said he got a new tattoo and the guy was selling this older grey car so he kind of looked at .    lol.....tooo funny.

vitamins and dreaming

I forgot.  I am not only taking Chantix, but I started taking vitamin E 200 mg, 100 mg B-complex, vitamin C, magnesium and omega 3's 2000 mg. 

Last time I took alot of Vitamin E and was on a fish diet and took vitamin B my lucid dreams stepped up, so I'm gonna keep trying this.. now I'm not sure if it's the vitamins or the chantix?  The guy on the lucid dream research list just said that he thought vitamin E and c were making a difference, and I have to agree from past experience so I think I'm gonna step up on the vitamin E and see if I can trigger lucidity and maybe a spontaneous OBE?  I think this will work.

Dreams on Chantix part 2 for week of July
Topic: Precognitive Dreams

These dreams started out in my mom and dad's house.  Joe was there with me, I don't remember what we were doing but we were going to stay there for some reason.  We were laying on the couch in the living room and not really doing anything, then he got up and went in the other room and laid on the couch in the family room.  I went in and sat down and asked him if he was alright?  He said he didn't know what was wrong. 

The dream shifted.  We were then at Joe's house but it wasn't his real house.  Well the front part of the house was his house, but then there were all kinds of different levels and rooms that aren't actually there.  We were talking and then his wife pulled up.  I started to try to leave but it was not only his wife, but her whole family and I mean tons of people, like they were having a party or something.  I didn't see Joe anymore in this dream.  I started walking around the house, and there were several different levels of stairs that went into different places.  Plus everytime I would go to a level things would change, like one time I went downstairs there was a bunch of pool tables and the next time they were gone, but I think different stairs took you to different places.  So I was wandering through the house, and for some reason I had alot of clothes there and I was trying to gather them up so I could get the hell out of there.  I was also trying to find Eddie.  Then I saw Joe's wife just laying on a couch, she didn't really say much, actually we really got along which was strange.  I asked her why she left and she said because he was cheating.  I started wandering through the house again and I ended up in this recording room or something upstairs with a bar.  Joe's wife was up there too, and she said she wanted to show me something.  She hit play on this stereo and this song started playing, I am trying to think of which song it was, but it was someone singing to a song.  She said that her and her daughter did it when they were at her moms with a karoake machine.  It was really pretty good!  then she wandered away.  

I started down the stairs again and I found this room full of pool tables.  There was a kid down there that was supposed to be Adam but it wasn't Adam.  It looked more like Joe's brother with the motorcycle but he looked like he was about 10, lol.  A younger version of Joe's brother.  I asked him if he wanted to play and he said yeah so we started to rack them up.  Just then I don't know what happened but I ended up in a big ass garage and I was still at this mansion but I was looking for my parents because they were there too and I couldn't find them.  I called their house to see if they went home and this guy answered the phone.  He sounded like a black man, and I was like "Dad?" and he said "Yeah" and I thought 'this isn't my dad', so I went along with him and I said "why do you sound funny?" and he said "Oh I hit my lip and it's making me talk funny", and I said "what did you hit your lip on?" he said "a branch hit me at the neighbors and the neighbor helped me with it" , I said "which neighbor?" and I knew if this was not my dad this guy would not be able to give me a name, and the guy said "oh, just the neighbor", so I said ok well when mom gets home will you have her call me?", the guys said "yes" and I hung up.  so then I call 911.  I'm like you guys got to get out there, there is a strange man in their house", the lady kept saying 'are you sure you are calling the right number?" and I'm like YES GET SOMEBODY OUT THERE!" and she kept asking me if I was calling the right number.  I woke up.  This dream is probably because I was thinking about applying for a 911 dispatcher job... 

 

Update:  I talked to Joe the day after this dream and his wife actually did have a get together with her family the day after I had this dream which he didn't go to, so it seems to be a precog of some sort?  I'll save this is a precog instead of regular

chantix dreams
Topic: Regular Dreams

This whole week has been full of very vivid dreams, I'll start with the first few.   I started taking Chantix again on Monday, half a pill and the dreams started the first night.  If you don't know what Chantix is, it is a pill that they prescribe to help people quit smoking, somehow it blocks nicotine from getting into the brain, so if you do smoke it is useless, the nicotine doesn't get in.   After a few weeks it just feels like you are smoking a carrot or something if you do smoke.  I've tried it in the past but it has had some really bad side effects on me, like making me extremely depressed or antisocial.  Ok so the first set of dreams

The first set of dreams had to do with shopping.  The first shopping dream I was buying clothes.  I had all kinds of awesome clothes I was trying on, lol.  The store was closing and I wanted to hurry up and try this one outfit on and so I just tried it on in the aisle.  Then this guy walked by, dark haired and was looking at me like what the hell are you doing?  lol.   Second shopping dream, I dreamt me, Lisa, and Tonia from work were shopping at a store like Target or Kmart.  I got all this makeup but somehow the colors were getting tangled up.  I went to the cashier and she untangled it and then I started thinking that I forgot eye liner and stuff, and it was like she was reading my mind, she pulled out mascara, eye liner, and lip gloss, and I was like whoa that is what I was thinking I forgot, how did you do that??  lol..funny ass dreams.  I tried to remember the total of the purchase because I remember looking at the receipt and it was 43 something.  Sometimes my  numbers in dreams will hit the daily 3 or 4 so I'm really wishing I would remember!  I'll try harder next time

strange dreams and a ghost
Well I went to my moms this week and my dad said "more strange stuff has been happening this week", I guess they had a ghostly visitor that was having fun turning the TV off and on, turning the lights off and on and unlocking the front door.  I told him I'd check it out, so they all took off and left me in the house alone.  I didn't feel much but when I was sitting in the living room I swear I heard someone say "Mom" and noone else was in the room.  Which was weird.  That happened to me before at my own house, I saw a shadow running through the hallway and I heard something say "Mom", then I looked to see if it was Eddie and he was sound asleep in his bed...

Ok, the strange dreams for the day.  I was at this house and dating this guy who I don't know in real life, he had dark hair, I think I was in my old apartment in the big old house in Bristol in the dream.  We were sitting at the table and I just started feeling really really stoned.  My old mother in law from my first marriage walked in and she seemed to know the guy I was with and I stood up to get a cigarette and then fell backwards on my ass on the floor.  She was talking but I just felt really really stoned and the guy I was with just looked at me like what the hell is wrong with you?  Then this young guy came into the room and sat next to me but kind of behind me and he was trying to help me reach my cigarette but everytime I went to grab one I noticed that they were not mine?    Then the dream switched and I was looking at a computer.  This young guy sat next to me and he was looking at something on the computer and typing something.  For some reason I thought I was typing something and I typed over what he just typed.  Then I realized that he was typing, and something had happened very strange- like I got confused on who was actually sitting in the chair.  I pushed my chair out and just got a really good look at him.  I said I know you?  And he said yes, we met yesterday at the table, remember?  (so the second dream was like a day later in dreamland because he was the same young guy at the kitchen table??), and I said Oh yeah, I remember.   I noticed he had on a soldier uniform and I asked him if he was in the military.  He said that he was, but he got kicked out, or was in the process of getting kicked out, that he had gotten a lawyer because they were trying to boot him out over a drunk and disorderly charge, then the phone rang and I woke up.  Just weird shit, maybe I'll dream more on it later.

Off balance and blind
Topic: Lucid Dreams
Came home from work today and took a nap.  Man I had some weird dreams.  The only one I can remember really well was that me and Lisa and the kids went to some hospital to visit someone (sorry Lisa, I know you hate when I dream about you! lol) Well we went to the hospital and I kept falling off balance, landing right on my ass, I couldn't stay standing up and kept falling over.  This nurse came over and told me to go sit down and asked if I wanted some help and I told her no.  So I sat down and this guy grabbed my arm, I stood up and and was telling him to get his hand off me then I noticed it was the nurse trying to keep me from falling over again, everytime I would stand up I would fall over.  She started talking to me and I told her I was having problems seeing too, that it was like everything would go black like I'm blind or something and that would last for a little bit and I asked her if she ever heard of that.  (This is the second dream in a month that I've had about falling over, being off balance, and the black screen blindness has always been a common thing in my dreams, where I am dreaming that I am blind).  Ok, then the dream sort of switched and I went looking for Lisa and the kids and went up the elevator.  I saw Lisa and Mason, but Eddie was taking off...he jumped in the elevator and I couldn't catch him.  So I'm running trying to catch him and then the dream switches into some outdoor pavilion.  We're at some outdoor pavilion and I have this camcorder.  Eddie was playing with it and it had a cell  phone walkie talkie feature to it, I"m like "what the hell?" so I start messing with it because he's talking to someone, and that person sounded like an adult with a deep voice and he was laughing, so I talked into the walkie talkie to see who it was, he didn't answer, then  I woke up...

Out of Body Rope Technique
Mood:  a-ok
Topic: OBE's

This is one I've used quite frequently with alot of success, I am going to try to do this one for the next week every night and see what happens.

 

THE ROPE TECHNIQUE


This technique was developed by Robert Bruce. I have included it because I find it to be one of the easiest techniques around. The speed at which it works is also surprising. Also this method does not require the ability to visualise.

This projection method will give you an etheric projection. The duration of this projection, in real time, will depend on the level of chakra development and energy flow you have attained.

Getting the feel of the Rope

Pin a length of ribbon, string or rope to the ceiling above you. Have it hanging within arms reach so you can easily reach up and touch it. Reach out and touch it frequently, until you are used to where it is in your mind. This ribbon is only a tactile aide. By being able to reach out and touch the ribbon, you used to the spatial coordinates of where the invisible, imaginary ROPE is. This grows both in your mind and hence as a thought form, making it easier to imagine yourself reaching out and climbing the ROPE with your imaginary HANDS.

Note: You do NOT have to actually visualize, or see, the ROPE at any time, just know where it is supposed to be. This method uses NO visualization at all.

Reaching out and pulling on this invisible, imaginary ROPE with your imaginary HANDS shifts the bodily awareness induced point of consciousness, out of the body, with a strong natural action that puts direct pressure on one point of the etheric body.

The Technique

1.Do the relaxation exercise thoroughly, until you are completely settled. This should only take a few minutes, don't overdo it.

2. Reach out with your imaginary HANDS and pull yourself, hand over hand, up the strong, invisible, imaginary ROPE hanging above you. Try and imagine the feel of a strong, thick, coarse rope in your HANDS.

Don't try and visualise this ROPE! I want you to imagine you are reaching out and climbing this ROPE in the pitch dark, so you can't see it at all, you just know where it is and can imagine the feel of it. Visualisation wastes valuable mental energy that can be better put to use exerting direct pressure on your etheric body.

You will feel a slight dizzy sensation inside you as you do this, specifically in your upper torso. This is caused by exerting dynamic pressure on the etheric body. The dizzy sensation comes from the etheric body loosening. This feeling of vertigo will intensify the more you pull on the rope.

Very Important Note (1): This dizzy feeling and any feelings of pressure or vertigo, etc, caused by your mental action of pulling on the ROPE MUST be carefully noted by you. Learn the EXACT mental action you are doing to cause this vertigo. You will have to train your mental climbing action to cause this feeling. So, the first few times you try this ROPE method, concentrate on finding the right mental action to do this. Once you learn what it is you are doing to cause this, and can recreate it at will, you are really starting to get somewhere.

Very Important Note (2): IGNORE *ALL* SENSATION YOU FEEL DURING PROJECTION or it will distract you, break your concentration, and ruin your chances for projection. Concentrate on the single act of climbing your ROPE to the TOTAL exclusion of everything else. Put everything you have into this one action, but don't tense up, it must be all mental.

3. Keep climbing, hand over hand, ever upwards, and you will feel the heavy sensation come over you. The pressure you are exerting on your etheric body will force you into the trance state. Ignore this when it happens and concentrate on what you are doing.

4. Keep climbing and you will feel your chakras open in response to the pressure, don't stop.

5. Next you will feel the vibrations start, your whole body will seem to be vibrating and you will feel paralysed. Concentrate, single minded, on climbing your rope, don't stop.

6. Next you will feel yourself coming free of your body. You will buzz slightly as you feel yourself coming out of your body. You will exit your body in the direction of your imaginary rope and will be hovering above your body. You're free at last!

Note: Do *NOT* allow yourself to break concentration when the vibrations start. They are a natural effect caused by energy coursing through all the hundreds of major and minor chakras in your body.

Lucid dreams
Mood:  a-ok
Now Playing: Sleep-Chemical Romance
Topic: Lucid Dreams
A friend recently told me that he has been having more lucid dreams using B complex and vitamin C.  Not sure if this works, I used to use b-complex and vitamin E and got good results with that, but I ate alot of fish as well so maybe that has something to do with it.   No dreams to report really for the last few weeks..

work dream
Topic: Regular Dreams
I dreamt that I was assembling and right behind me this girl Nikki who quit was working.  I said to her "oh you decided to come back?" and she started talking and laughing like nothing ever happened.  All of a sudden I felt very dizzy, like I was going to pass out and I told her , "Look if I pass out don't tell Charlene (the boss).  I'm already in enough shit and I don't need her over here.  I started to black out and pass out and then I woke up.