Snakes and scary Monsters
Topic: Regular Dreams
Maybe it's the ritalin.  They just get weirder and weirder.  I dreamt I  was in a public place, it looked like a toilet but it was as big as a bathtub and I looked in the toilet/bathtub and there was a snake , a big green snake, so I tried to hurry and flush it and this big giant toilet/bathtub thing, I mean it looked like a bathtub but it flushed like a toilet, maybe a hot tub?  the snake would not go down and I thought it was  going to bite me.  Then there were other creatures and I couldnt figure out what or where they came from but they were SCARY.  Ok, so I thought I got most of them to flush down and I found JR, so it obviously had something to do with all the nasty shit at Irvine, haha.  I told him that there were creatures in the toilet/bathtub thing.  Later there was a shelf by the bathtub thing and it had a bunch of stuff on it, cool stuff- jewelry- cosmetics- all kinds of cool stuff- and so I thought wow there was all this stuff in the bathtub thing- JR must have pulled it out- so I figured it was free and started grabbing some of it.  Jr walked by and I said 'did you get this stuff out of that thing?" and he was like "huh?  I don't know where that stuff came from"  Then Chris Adams walked by and I asked her where it came from but she didn't know either, so I was like fuck it, it's mine!  lol...  then I saw someone who just got their hair cut, and decided to go get mine cut. I went to where they told me and got my hair cut.  It was a restaurant /hair salon (that just sounds gross, lol)  hair on one side/ restaurant on the other.  Then I noticed Stacey, from Irvine, she said that she went and learned to cut hair and now worked there, it took her 50 weeks.  Then the dream switched to Universal Tae Kwon Do.  Ok, now Universal is closed for real but Eddie used to go there.  Sean is gone but Nancy was teaching class, she was the black belt in charge.  There were quite a few people there I didn't know and a few I did, but she was the only one who seemed to have a higher belt, weird.

RED
Mood:  down
Topic: Red Balloons
They're back

PRISON AND JEFF
Mood:  down
Topic: Regular Dreams
Lots of weird dreams lately, I don't know if it's this ritalin or what but my dreams are getting so strange.  that and the red balloons are back..

Last week I dreamt that I asked Jeff if he loved me and he told me no, and then I said I already knew that and then he turned into someone I don't know- kind of resembled big Eddie but it wasn't big Eddie, it was weird, then Lisa said 'he's lying because I asked him and he said he did' lol....I'm like whatever.   Then the visiting jail dreams, I have dreamt 3 times that I've visited someone in prison, twice I think it was big Eddie but one of the places was this same place that I've dreamt about alot but I've never visited there and I haven't dreamt about it since Scott was in prison.  I don't know why all the prison dreams, maybe because Jeremy is in trouble again.  Then I dreamt again that I told Jeff to move out, but we were at my moms house up on the lake and Jeffs best friend was there with his girlfriend (and he doesn't have a girlfriend, lol), there's more I can't remember

Testing
Topic: Other

I'm just testing this moblogging out to see how well it works

Testing
Topic: Other

just testing out this remote blogging to see how well it works!

Scotty
Mood:  down
Topic: Telepathy
Ok, I'm posting this as a telepathic dream but I'm really not sure what category it falls under.  I dreamt about my first 'love' the other night.  I haven't thought about him for maybe a year or so, and we had been keeping in contact off and on since we were teenagers but we lost contact in the last few years and I haven't heard from him, and really haven't thought of him, especially not enough to have a dream like this about him.  So the dream was that I went to his house, and he was in this room.  He told me to go take his car for a ride, so I did.  It was a really nice, fast car.  I came back to the place he was staying, and his wife and kids were there.  I went around looking at the place and it looked alot like a warehouse or something.  I went up to where he was sleeping (and he was sleeping in his bed for alot of the  dream which was strange) and I sat on the bed and talked to him.  I can't remember a whole lot of what he was saying but he was having trouble with his wife.  I woke up.  Thinking how odd this was, the whole dream and basically dreaming about him since I hadn't thought of him in quite a while I decided to do some investigating.  He has been in trouble with the law many times, although not so much in the last 5 or so years, so I decided to start looking at the county records in the town he lives in, and what I found was quite a suprise.  His wife filed a charge against him 3 days before my dream.  Was I picking up on that?  I think so.   I know that in the past when he was having trouble he would sometimes come back here (he lives 1200 miles away), was I picking up on his thoughts to leave that place and come back here?  Interesting.  I have no way of checking, I did however find a mailing address for him and I pinged it to see if it would reach him, if I find out more, I'll edit this post and comment further. 

Chantix dreams part 3
Mood:  don't ask
Topic: Regular Dreams
I'm going to post one dream seperately because it falls in a different category.  I've been taking the Chantix for almost 2 weeks but have discontinued it due to the feelings of depression and the strange antisocial feeling I get with it.  The dreams have been very vivid however.  Last night I dreamt about my friend Scott who was in prison before, he was in some sort of half way house and I went to go see him, I was talking about him yesterday to someone so I imagine that is what triggered the dream.  I can't remember all the dreams, one was  of my son's father who is also in prison.  I dreamt I went to go visit him, and I was also talking about him the same day so that is probably why I dreamt about him.  The rest of the dreams are just fragments.  The next dream I post was a little odd...

Telepathic dreams and Emotions
Topic: Telepathy
I wanted to get this down before I forgot to do it.   I have often wondered about telepathic dreams, the link between two people that will cause one person to dream about the other.  It seems at times the connection is opened by merely thinking about the other person, looking at their picture, but what I am thinking also is that there has to be some kind of strong emotion to really cause an effect.  Like say for instance, I have a strong emotion- whether it is related to the person or not- and while I am having the strong emotion I think of the person at the same time- the emotion will open the channel and because of the thought of the person at the same time that channel connects to them, which causes them to dream that something is wrong?  Thinking out loud, I'll finish this later hopefully with a better explanation of what I'm thinking here...

who the hell is Elton Walton? Elden Walden? 911...and 11:11
Fucken dreams.  Perplexing and so vivid.  Last night I dreamt I was standing behind my daughter , I think she was my daughter in the dream (I don't have one in real life) and she was on the computer and she was talking to this person online.   I told her that we needed to check him out, make sure he wasn't a weirdo so she told me his name was Elton Walton?  I think that is what she said, that is what it sounded like ..Elton or Eldon..Walton or Walden, something like that.  He was on a web cam and he told me he lived in Maine.   I can't remember the town.  Strange to get a whole name like that...Elden Walden?  hmmmmmm, the girl told me "You can find him in a search if you type in L Walton (or Walden, Waldon?) , then I woke up....very strange.

Ok, so the 911, that number keeps popping up, in real life, in dreams, and then last night I was laying in bed and my phone vibrates and lights up-noone has called- my phone just decides to be weird at exactly....are you ready?  1:19 am (911 backwards if you didnt notice)  , I keep seeing 11:11 too, I am hoping that it doesn't mean anything bad but 911 to keep coincidently repeating sure doesnt seem like it could be could be good?

Red car, grey car, what car?
Topic: Telepathy

Monday morning I had a dream that me and my ex husband was at our old house at the lake.  There was a red car, an old grey car, and my car.  I got in the old grey car and was telling him I really really like this car!!!  I woke up

 I don't know why but I thought the next day, I'm gonna text him and ask him if he was looking at cars yesterday!  so I did.  And he was looking at old grey car the day before when he was out on pass for work release.  He said he got a new tattoo and the guy was selling this older grey car so he kind of looked at .    lol.....tooo funny.