work dream
Topic: Regular Dreams
I dreamt that I was assembling and right behind me this girl Nikki who quit was working.  I said to her "oh you decided to come back?" and she started talking and laughing like nothing ever happened.  All of a sudden I felt very dizzy, like I was going to pass out and I told her , "Look if I pass out don't tell Charlene (the boss).  I'm already in enough shit and I don't need her over here.  I started to black out and pass out and then I woke up.

2 dreams Willie I think
Topic: Precognitive Dreams

Well I don't quite remember the whole dreams, but two night ago I dreamt that willie was here and we were having sex.  That's all I remember, must've been horny, and I kept telling him that I had to go in for my biopsy and we shouldn't be doing that!  , then last night I just had a dream that someone was here with me and I think it was Willie, actually I don't even know if it was here, we could have somewhere else but it looked like willie and we were just laying down, someone came in the room and I can't remember who that was , I really don't remember a whole lot except we were snuggled up like we do,  I guess. aww.

 

edit:  I found out later that Willie got hit by a car on this day, after the dreams, not sure if these were like supposed to be warning dreams or what.

Angry bosses
Topic: Regular Dreams
Alright, I had a dream last night about Charlene and work.  I dreamt that she told me to go finish, so I did and she was up my ass again checking my shades, etc.  She was stomping around, just having a big attitude and then she told me to go home at 9 o'clock.  That didn't bother me, but she was really acting angry so I went up to and said "what is wrong with you?" She just busted out crying and said "I am so fucking angry!"   I said 'what are you so angry about?" and she said "we're never going to get all these shades done!!" .. I looked at her and said 'we're working on stuff for next week, what are you stressing out about?'  then I woke up.  And then I realized, when she told me the other day that I was under too much stress doing my job, that really..she is under too much stress maybe, on her job...I don't know..odd dream.

Pregnant and this damn ring that I got from Eddie
Topic: Precognitive Dreams

I had some really weird dreams.  First off, when I went to pick up big Eddie's stuff at the jail I found this ring in his stuff that I like alot so I've been wearing it quite a bit.  Well last night I had a dream that I kept looking at the ring and for some reason in the dream I was wearing the ring on my middle finger.  Now in real life, the ring will only fit on my left ring finger, but in the dream I was looking at my hand and it was on my middle finger and I was wondering in the dream how it fit on that finger since it did not fit on there before.  (Another chance to go lucid that I completely FUCKED up!  I am going to keep trying to look for this ring in dreams now since I saw it once, that may be a perfect trigger to go lucid in the future!).

 Second dream that I recall was I was pregnant.  but I didn't know who the baby's dad was.  I kept saying it was one person's but then I would get confused.  Usually when I dream about being pregnant I find out that someone close to me is pregnant, so I guess that's a warning to ALL OF YOU, hahaha....

Edit: This may have been a partial precog, we found shortly after this dream that my brother's wife lost her baby, she was pregnant, so I could have been picking up on her being in the hospital. 

 

 

Jesus had to be a vampire
Mood:  quizzical
Topic: Vampires
I don't know why that popped into my head this morning and trust me that wasn't the first time I have had that thought, but seriously Jesus strikes me as someone who could have been a vampire.  I mean, what is up with the whole drink my blood thing?  He dies (or so they say) and then reappears.  I can't remember where I saw it but I did read once that shamans have to be careful or they will turn into vampires.  It made me think of some of my own weird experiences, like the out of body experiences, do you know how weird it feels to be walking around your bedroom and notice that your body just happens to be laying on the bed asleep?  I will post some of those later, right now I have to go work!

Choronzon, the abyss and all these strange people
Topic: Insane rambling
I still get out of my head all these strange people who are appearing in my dreams lately, I mean who the hell are they?  That guy who seemed familiar who I couldn't figure out who it was bothers me the worst, I should have been able to go lucid and test him- ask him who the hell he was- to show himself because I bet he was that demon that I dream about often just disguising himself, that's why he wouldn't talk or say anything when I asked who he was.  I should've just said 'show your true self' and that would have been that, damn lucidity, where is it when I need it.  Maybe he was Choronzon, and I've landed back in the abyss.  I wouldn't doubt it, with all the shit going on lately and the crossroads, it's like standing here in the middle figureing out which way is the best direction and feeling pulled in a hundred different directions.  I did have a an encounter with one personal demon last night and I made it through, which I don't know how the hell that happened but I left shaking my head going 'what the hell was I thinking before?" , you ever do that?  So that made me feel better, addictions are a bitch, that is all I can say...

Lucid dream reality testing
Topic: Lucid Dreams

Ok, got this off the lucidity institute page and I know I've posted it before but here it goes again..  I think I might see how much a NovaDreamer is on ebay..do you know what that is?  That is one of those little eye masks with lights on it that Stephen Laberge designed I think and when you hit dreaming REM it flashing a light to let you know you are dreaming so you can go lucid...I think...I forget how it works..I wonder if it works?

Reality Testing

This is a good technique for beginners. Assign yourself several times a day to perform the following exercise. Also do it anytime you think of it, especially when something odd occurs or when you are reminded of dreams. It helps to choose specific occasions like: when you see your face in the mirror, look at your watch, arrive at work or home.  The more frequently and thoroughly you practice this technique, the better it will work.

1. Do a reality test.
   Carry some text with you or wear a digital watch throughout the day. To do a reality test, read the words or the numbers on the watch. Then, look away and look back, observing the letters or numbers to see if they change. Try to make them change while watching them. Research shows that text changes 75% of the time it is re-read once and changes 95% it is re-read twice. If the characters do change, or are not normal, or do not make sense, then you are most probably dreaming. Enjoy! If the characters are normal, stable, and sensible, then you probably aren't dreaming. Go on to step 2.
   

2. Imagine that your surroundings are a dream.
   If you are fairly certain you are awake (you can never be 100% sure!), then say to yourself, "I may not be dreaming now, but if I were, what would it be like?" Visualize as vividly as possible that you are dreaming. Intently imagine that what you are seeing, hearing, smelling, feeling is all a dream. Imagine instabilities in your environment, words changing, scenes transforming, perhaps you floating off the ground. Create in yourself the feeling that you are in a dream. Holding that feeling, go on to step 3.
   

3. Visualize yourself enjoying a dream activity.
   Decide on something you would like to do in your next lucid dream, perhaps flying, talking to particular dream characters, or just exploring the dream world. Continue to imagine that you are dreaming now, and visualize yourself enjoying your chosen activity.

Washington
Topic: Regular Dreams
Damn it!  I just remembered this dream and now it like poofed right out of my mind!  I remember I was in Washington with Scott and we were doing something but now for the life of me I can't remember what it was.  I have been trying really hard to pay attention more to the dreams so I can ramp up the lucidity again in them but for some reason it seems like I have blocked it some how.  I am starting to think that those dreams where I am paralyzed are the ones that are scaring me because I have had two of those in the last month and both times I have shaken out of it before it goes anywhere.  It was alot easier to have lucid dreams when I didn't know how to shake out of the paralysis.  Which is a good thing?  Or not?  I had a thought the other day that maybe if I start really paying attention to details during the day that naturally I would do it in a dream as well..so I'm working on that.  I do pretty good at staying in the moment but paying attention to detail is not my strong suit and maybe that is what I need to do in dreams, I mean seriously how could I not know that I was dreaming when I dreamt there was a cafeteria at the Y?  My subconscious needs Adderall!

eating at the y!
Topic: Regular Dreams
I've had a few dreams this week and forgot to write the down so here they are!  Last night I dreamt that I went to the Y to Eat!  They had a cafeteria and I wanted some kind of mashed potato with gravy thing that they had there but the line was horribly long so I decided to leave.  (Did I go to bed hungry?  what?) Then I went to a building, it was a big building like a garage building and I think Willie lived there but I'm not sure and there were these two little yip yap dogs.  I went to leave and kept trying different doors to get out but all were locked but one door.  I finally got out and there were these two old people, I don't know who the hell they were..

16 ways to leave your body
Topic: OBE's

Just slip out the back, Jack.    But really, here are a list of techniques for going obe!

1. Imagine a mirror image of yourself twenty feet behind you. Imagine yourself moving backwards towards it.
2. Imagine a mirror image of yourself six feet in front of you. "Urge" yourself towards it.
3. Try to urge yourself eighteen inches above your physical head.
4. Imagine your astral power steaming out of the pores of your body and condensing into a double above you.
5. Imagine yourself climbing a rope or ladder.
6. Imagine yourself as a point of light floating on top of water in a rapidly filling tank. Your task is to exit through a tiny hole in the roof of the tank.
7. Imagine what it feels like to breathe through your ears.
8. Sit erect, with closed eyes, and imagine a horizontal bar above your line of sight. Urge yourself up to see over it. Hold your breath in when you get a sensation of rising.
9. Tighten the muscles in your hands and feet and contract your stomach muscles and imagine yourself falling.
10. Imagine yourself revolving around on tiptoe and then springing off at a tangent.
11. Imagine a whirlpool. Feel yourself being sucked down through the vortex. Try for a sensation of contraction, then expansion.
12. Imagine a twirling star hanging in space.
13. Visualize a spinning disk, and then distend its center so that it grows into a three-dimensional rotating cone or vortex, like a waterspout. Now resolve it back into a disk again. Feel yourself entering the vortex.
14. Imagine yourself carried along on the crest of a wave.
15. Imagine a point of light two feet in front of your throat. Feel it slowly approach. When it reaches you, imagine yourself blending with it and becoming that point of light.
16. Seat yourself in a comfortable chair four feet away from a mirror. Staring at your mirror image, repeat your name over and over until it becomes a series of meaningless sounds. Now pretend the person in the mirror is the "real" you.