my mood every day...
Mood:  chillin'
Topic: Visuals

SOME DAYS IT'S JUST NOT WORTH CHEWING THROUGH THE LEATHER STRAPS!"

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image by Paul Booth

What is the frequency Kenneth?
Mood:  chillin'
Now Playing: Waning crescent moon 42.7 % of Full -My moon day 1
Topic: Synchronicities
Ok, some strange things have been happening this week (i know, they always seem to be happening but this time I am writing them down!) First one is , a friend who I haven't heard from in years, I wrote her an email note asking her how she is doing and I haven't done that for ages and she wrote back and said she was just thinking about emailing me also. She lives in Europe and so that just goes to show that it is either a coincidence that means nothing, or the mind has limitless boundaries- that distance doesn't seem to affect it, in fact I don't think distance or space hinders the effects of telepathy at all because her and I have always had strong connections in that area it seems. Another thing that happened today was I thinking about that dream I had about Scott in prison and I thought to myself today that I was going to get bad news or correspondence from someone in the prison about him. I was kind of worried today but then when I got home was a little relieved because I did get a letter from the prison mailroom telling me that I sent some money the wrong way and they sent it back. I had to laugh a little because after I had the bad dream about him, I got worried and sent him some money and asked him to call me and let me know he was ok, so the money I sent was sort of atached to the dream so that must be why before I checked the mail today I was thinking about that dream again. sometimes I think it is going to take me a lifetime to figure out this stuff just one little bit and then just when I think I have it a little i will probably die and forget it all. Well, then, hopefully someone can make something out of these notes I guess. If I can't make sense of any of it, maybe someone else can. have a great day!

vegetarianism again
Mood:  hug me
Topic: Other
I wasn't going to write too much today but thought I would pop in here for a sec and write that I have been vegetarian again for 3 weeks. I don't know why I keep feeling like I need to be a vegetarian but sometimes I just can't stand the smell of cooking animals, it's kind of weird in a way. My blood pressure has dropped pretty low and I wonder if that has to do with my dreams being more lucid lately. I have never been a big meat eater but am not sure I can go competely without either because I have been so tired this last week. I would like to go a whole year or something though and see where my dreams would go after that long without eating meat. I read once that Einstein, who is one of my heroes, was a vegetarian his last year alive, and I keep wanting to go read some of the stuff he wrote that year to see if anything really changed because of it, but then again, why did he die after becoming one? I suppose we all die sometime. It seems like there is so much to do and we don't have enough time here to do it all...

Now you see it now you don't
Topic: False Awakenings

Last night I had a bunch of different dreams and I don't remember much except the one that I had right before I woke up...I dreamt that Scott was laying next to me in my bed and it felt so real. We weren't doing nothing except cuddling but I had my head all snuggled up to his chest and he had his arms wrapped around me and I was just so comfortable and happy. Then I woke up....and he was gone..I felt so empty and sad. I hate those dreams that are so fucken real then you wake up and they weren't real at all except in your pathetic little mind.. All I could think about when I woke up was that song "Please come to Boston"

Please Come To Boston Lyrics



Please come to Boston
For the springtime
I'm stayin' here with some friends
And they've got lots of room
You can sell your paintings on the sidewalk
By a cafe where I hope to be workin' soon
Please come to Boston
She said no, boy you come home to me

[Chorus:]
(And) She said, hey ramblin' boy
Why don't you settle down
(Boston, Denver, L.A.) ain't your kind of town
There ain't no gold
And there ain't nobody like me
I'm the number one fan
Of the man from Tennessee

Please come to Denver
To see the snowfall
We'll move up into the mountains
So far we can't be found
And throw I love you echos
Down the canyons
And then lie awake at night
Until they come back around
Please come to Denver
She said no boy you come home to me

[Repeat Chorus:]

Now that drifter's world
Goes round and round
And I doubt if it's ever gonna stop
But of all the dreams
I've lost or found
And all that I ain't got
I need somebody I can cling to
Somebody I can sing to

He said please come to L.A.
To live forever
A California life alone
Is just too hard to live
I live in a house that
Looks out over the ocean
And there's some stars
That fell from the sky
Livin' up on the hill
Please come to L.A.
I just said no
Boy, you come home to me

[Repeat Chorus]

I'm the number one fan
Of the band from Tennessee
Tennessee

Vision
Topic: Other


I had a vision yesterday about a tannish brown horse on a street , it was standing behind the little black curly haired baby that i dreamt about before I got pregnant with my youngest son. The little baby is kinda chubby and he has an apple on his head in the vision. the horse is looking at the apple like he wants to eat it but is containing himself. They are on a brick road with buildings around. The horse has an arrow in a bag on him.

symbolism says that the tannish horse may mean love or sex, and brown horses most likely mean mental pursuits. The apple may be knowledge or possibly temptation. The baby to me means innocence and since this particular baby has been connected to a precog dream before I wonder if it may have something to do with that. The arrow probably means manhood or something. any thoughts?

Hairy dreams
Topic: Regular Dreams
This has been a strange week for dreams because in at least two of them I have dreamt that I have unusually long hair is some strange places. I dreamt my pub hair was like 2 feet long and I had to cut it , lol , and then I dreamt that I had this hair on my face that was super long and I had to cut it, really gross stuff. I dreamt that me and my old boyfriend were having sex but not in the same dream, this is the second one in the last week of him and me., I can't remember any other ones for now but wanted to post what I could remember.

Why am I remembering more dreams this week?
Topic: Other
I am curious why I have been remembering more dreams in the past few weeks than I have in a long time. I have even gotten lucid in the past week which I hadn't for awhile. I wonder if it is because I am making more of an effort to remember and write down my dreams. Another thought had crossed my mind and that is that my son is home from the army now and maybe before my dreaming self was traveling more to check on him, more energy expended on him because I was so worried and now he is home so I am able to focus more back on my dreaming. Hard to say I guess

precog sort of dream
Mood:  surprised
Topic: Precognitive Dreams
I got a new set of tarot cards, actually it is an old deck that I used to have but a new deck. Well, I have this breaking in thing for new decks of tarot cards and I put them under my pillow for three nights or so. last night was night 2 and I dreamt about this guy at work named Robbie. I dreamt that him and I were talking and that he was telling me e something but I couldn't remember when I woke up what he was telling me. I got up and went to work and when i got to work Robbie had on the same shirt he had on in the dream! I got to thinking and I wondered if maybe it had something to do with the cards being under my pillow, but I suppose it probably doesn't. My telepathic skills seemed really heightened this week. i don't know if it is because the moon is waxing but for the last few weeks it seems like I am thinking about alot of things right before they happen, whether that is telepathy or precognition I'm not sure. A few times in the mail, I will be thinking about something and then receive something in the mail about it. I also seem to be doing this with people this week. I wonder if it has to do with me drinking less coffee and drinking alot more water? I also have not been eating meat for the last few weeks but I didn't notice that benefit last time I quit eating meat I don't suppose.

Bury me under a bridge
Mood:  lazy
Now Playing: moon: waxing 71%
Topic: Regular Dreams
I had a strange dream last night that really bothered me alot. I dreamt that Scott, my ex boyfriend who is in prison, I dreamt he died. I dreamt that I mailed him a letter and it came back with writing on it that said "Deceased" I flipped out, and called his mom and she said 'yes he died'. I asked her if the funeral would be in Oregon and could I come please and she said he wasn't having a funeral and wanted to be buried under a bridge. The dream shifted and I was standing on top of the bridge crying. I woke up crying.

winning money
Mood:  happy
Now Playing: jeremy's dj trance music
Topic: Regular Dreams
Last night I dreamt that I scratched off a scratch off lottery ticket and won a 1000 g's. I barely recalled that one, and I also dreamt about my friend Lisa but don't remember much about that one. I've been dreaming alot about eating chicken this week, lol, I quit eating meat again so I think I have been jonesin for it or something, I am going on about a week without meat now. I have been a little tired but nothing major.